It feels so annoying when you're in a place where you can't feel.

Where the other person gets better treatment and gets to treat you like shit because thats the way it works.

I don't mind change but i don't like being used.

When intrest is diverted to other things, when you thought you had it.

When no matter what you do, it's going to be something that you think it isn't.

Thinking that you know yourself, then told that im not what i think i am.

The irony that this doesn't hold up to standards.

Why bother if it isn't worth it?

I absolutely hate recurring characteristics of my past. A close call yesterday.

Whilst sometimes i miss you, i know....you never existed.

So all my anger goes into here. i want you to know, my non-existent friend, it's all for nothing in the end.

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Thursday, April 06, 2006

       Relax 

Thought Process: #4552
Relaxation or Laziness

What draws the line between being lazy and needing a break?

Cleaning out the cobwebs is fun and all, but I swear this must be the third "I will update more regularly I SWEAR" in my short blogging career. Was it because I needed a break? Or was it because I'm lazy? I like blogging shit but sometimes I just don't get around to doing it. Not to blow it out of proportion or anything, there are bigger problems in the world apart from lack of updating blogs. Yup.

Would like some good time to go around Adelaide to take some photos. I would LOVE to one day maybe go to the Clare Valley and just have a good WIFF and SNAP of the area. Last week Cait and I went up Magill road and found ourselves on an awesome adventure, that if we kept going, would've taken us to Lobethal. Sounds like I should go there in the future as well. Again, am I being Lazy or am I taking a break?

Maybe I should take more time to do some stuff that I used to do on the side.

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